Darkness

I feel it taking over
the darkness i once had
again it haunts my life
and everything i have
should i just give in
and never see the light
i fight it off the best i can
but how long can i fight
i feel it taking over
my demon awakens once again
im scared to let it win
because i will lose the light
will i still love my girl when light can no longer touch me
or will i abandon her because of my darkened heart
i love her more then anything, and never want to lose her
but i fear my demon may see this
and may just attack her
for three long years I've lived with this
not knowing what to do
will i win this fight with love
or will the dark be true

this isn't just a poem, it is how i feel now, and i am scared that if my demon takes over, i will no longer love LIFESUCKS.
i promised her i would always love her, but my demon may end up hurting her, i am a dem-human, and i ask, please help me, before i lose her to my demon

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no you shouldn't give up. your a coward for placing such thoughts in your head. and with these thoughts you will never kill a demon or even trap one in the upcoming war. bravery is a powerful weapon.and when used correctly you could defeat satan himself.

Well I would not go as far as to d=say defeating satan himself..... that is a pretty bold statement.

As for being a dem-human...what exactly does that mean???? And how exactly does one become one of these????

If you have fear then you are vulnerable so.... no fear! Face your fears and bring them into the light and you will see that what you fear in the dark will look entirely different in the light.

Be strong in who you really are!

please do not give this one such bold statements if you do not know what you are dealing with
a dem-human is a person who's soul is split into two beings
a human, and a demon, right now, i am the demon, i will let him out a little later, and even if he did not fear me, it would not matter at all

I have dealt with many things including demons.

Nice avoidance of the questions though.

Never assume because one questions that one does not know!

Oh yea and YOU ARE WRONG about the fear thing!!!!!

Rainbow.Please be sure you know what you`re doing.ok?

Darkked,such feelings for someone when you`re in the edge of fighting.You have to live on for her and the future.You`re a great person and one who has been there for your love.
Keep on fighting.Don`t let you doubt yourself.

Blessed be.

it was a figure of speech. but its true. you can defeat satan if your brave.i say immpossible is not a word.

Trust me Mef I know what I am doing. I have faced demons long before many of you were born. No offense meant to you by that just a statement.

K I understand the "figure of speech" but there are those who may take you literally and for those, and you know who you are, I just want to caution you out of concern for safety. I hope you understand.

And I agree that nothing is impossible but I also know that one needs to know their own limits and know when they have gone as far as is possible for themselves.

As I said....just because I ask questions, do not assume I do not know.

As on the "fear" issue....after all I have been through and yet still live there hasnt been anything to scare me in a really long time. My aunt taught me a long time ago....no fear for fear is weakness and allows another to control you. I have seen things that nightmares are made of and stood face to face with a demon and as time goes by and one builds life experiences fear is no longer and issue.

But I do understand the points made here and I respect your rights to have them it is just for me there is no fear.

I wish for all of you to someday know the peace of no fear.