It has taken me awhile, but I finally decided to share my story. Please do not judge me. I have spent the past week searching for ways to help my situation. April of last year I took a chance on love. I wasn't looking for it and I didn't want it, I was at a point in my life where I didn't want anybody and that's when I met the man I fell in love with. He wasn't even the type of guy I go for, but he was everything that I have ever wanted. We were together for 7 months and the problem is is that he has major trust issues, so when an ex of mine message me he took it the wrong way. It's been 4 months since we've broken up and during that time I tried to ignore him two months ago for a month and then he ignored me this past month and for this past month, he's been dating somebody else and now they are official. I've read books, I have tried dating other people and when other guys touch me it makes me physically ill. I believe in love spells and that they work, at this point I don't care about the x3 rule. I would gladly accept another chance and take my consequences then feel this pain anymore. For the past month I have barely eaten, I have isolated myself from everybody I know, and my closest friends can't even comfort me. I can't sleep and when I do sleep I force myself to sleep longer just so that I don't have to think about it anymore. I would ask someone to help me, but I know everyone is afraid, so since I can't win back the man I love ask someone to please give me a spell to help the pain go away. I can't take it anymore I have cried so much my eyes feel like their permanently swollen. I am paler than I've ever been in my life and I have never felt so weak. I really need to spell to make me fall out of love... please help me..
I am beautiful, I am smart, and I can wrap my head around not loving him. I can sit here and see that I don't deserve this that I deserve better that there are plenty of guys out there I know this all in my head, but I can't get my heart to stop.
You can try the below info, but it sounds like you could be clinically depressed, in which case you may want to see a doctor to help you as well. A primary care Doctor could give you something for depression, it doesn't have to be a mental health doctor.
You can edit it as you will. I have used it with success before.
Take (Childs? name) anger take (insert Childs name) pain, wash it away like a gentle rain.
Into the ground where it be bound, berry it deep where it not be found.
This child of love this child of light, rid him/her of anger overcome the fight.
What is done is done it stay in the past, the emotional issues are over they no longer last.
Released here in this witches flame, released is all the anger and pane.
No longer shall (name of child) hurt due to any past deed, no longer shall (name of child) suffer this my words do head.
Negative is gone from your sight, opened is a new door in magicks light.
Now you question magick and mystery, your interested in change and interested in magicks history.
You walk the path where ever you will, knowledge and power your desires you fulfill.
No longer are you hindered by any hurt or pane, all negative flow out of you into the ground it drain.
I bid hear this day this hour, in divinities light with divinities power.
All negative gone calmness remain, I cast now by this witches flame.
Candle color; Birthday candle of blue and white will work.
Most effective; 3 days during the waxing phase of the moon, could be the night before of and after full moon.
Runes in circle at bottom of paper: God/fertility, good fortune, love, wealth/good fortune, physical health/vitality, protection/overcome resistance, journey/take control, gift for skill/knowledge, joy/comfort/blessings, goddess/fertility/emotional stability, trust/motion/adjustments, self improvement. (choose from 4 or more)
