I am complete agony and in need of help, should I cast a black magic spell on a group of people who have been torturing me at school and bullying me or should I forgive them for the uptheemth time even if they do this every year and turn everyone against me.
I will not judge you, but I was under same problem, and what I did was Curse each and everyone it did worked, but please I suggest forgive them! I went into deep mental pain when I saw some victimized seriously, so forgive them, hate will not end on earth.
I vote neither. Perhaps try to find a life outside of them, try to deal with it mundanely by giving each of them an angry and stern talking-to (remember they're wrong, even if there's more of them than you, and they should know that there's no safety in numbers when it comes to being taken to task for bullying), tell an authority and expect proper interference because managing things that could affect your academics and career is their job; and examine what you have internalized from this bad experience that can continue to harm you when they are not in your life any more. When you examine it, perhaps you can be able to release it or transform it.
If you forgive now, the way things are, it won't be sincere. It would only be repressing.
And if you curse now, I fear that the result would be as volatile as your emotional state.
So, that's why I suggest mundane action and introspection first. Then you'll be in a better condition to decide.
Black magic is not the solution. When I was young so I had a similar problem. But I was trained karate and Jiu jitsu.
Was a brawl and was quiet. Then we went together on Beer............ :-)
I have a friend that has the same problem. She has chosen to inform the school administration and hopefully it will get dealt with in that fashion. You might want to try the same thing.
I've been there, I'm 70% deaf, grew up with nicknames like Deaf and Dumb. Now I'm 44 and still haunted by this at times. In retrospect, I can honestly say a few things.
1. If someone is taking the time to tease or bully you, they are the one with the issues not you. People impose onto others the issues they have with themselves. For example, if someone thinks they are ugly, they will bully others and call them ugly.
2. You sound young, idiot guys may just be trying to get your attention if it is guys.
3. Kill them with kindness, if they realize they can't get to you, they will stop. If someone is bullying you, say something like Have a Nice Day and walk away. You may be surprised at how fast it will stop. They are trying to get a rise out of you and if they don't they will move onto the next person.
Tough call, it's a personal choice. School isn't that long so I would ignore knowing they will be gone in a matter of years. [You could also look forward to becoming successful and rubbing it in their faces at your reunion, but it's a shallow existence]
The curse route would bring satisfaction and teach a lesson, but don't get carried away. The old 'eye for an eye' idiom. Try a small one like the Messed With A Witch chant/hex.
Meditate and do some soul searching, do what you feel is best. If it's too hard to forgive, then go for the curse. On the other hand cut these people from your life, document what they're doing and tell people in authority like parents, teachers, principal, so if they continue, you can defend yourself legally.
