The Story
The Story of Kali and Raktabija
"It happened once, that the world was threatened by the Asuras (demons). The demons rallied together to overthrow the gods and gain control of the earth. The leader of this uprising was Raktabija, the demon-general.
Through the practice of austerities, Raktabija was granted a boon. This boon, granted by Brahma, allowed Raktabija's power to increase by a thousand every time a drop of his blood was spilled.
The demon soldiers, led by Raktabija, came forth and the gods trembled with outrage. The demons ravaged the earth and its inhabitants. Who would rid the world of this monster? In desperation the gods turned to their shakti (female energy) counterparts. The great and beautiful goddess Durga stepped forward. She had protected them before and was obliged to do it again.
Armed with the weapons of the gods, Durga rode into battle on a tiger, her champion mount. She switched goddess forms many time during battle, slaying demon soldiers as quickly as they advanced until all that remained was the demon-general.
The battle between Raktabija and the Devi ensued. Durga charged again and again; Raktabija's blood spilled everywhere. From each drop of blood a thousand more demons like him sprang up. Full armies arose from the puddles of Raktabija's blood. Demons advanced on the goddess by the thousands. They rode on elephants and horse drawn chariots. They laughed and shouted at the goddess' dilemma.
Upon seeing this, Durga became enraged. She knitted her brows in absolute fury. From this concentration came Kali, the Terrible One.
The whole universe shook with the thundering roar of this powerfully terrible goddess. Those demons who stood nearest the mighty Devi were consumed within the roaring rage of energy.
Kali emerged, naked except for a covering of tiger skin. Her skin was of the deepest black, and hung loosely on Her bones. This mad skeleton of a hag was armed with a skull topped staff, a noose, and the sword of Vengeance. She appeared most frightening with her blood red eyes,sunken deep into her skull, wild with raw power anxious to be unleashed and a third eye flaming brilliantly from her forehead. Her entangled black hair blew wildly about Her shoulders.
She turned her furious gaze upon the demon armies, half fell lifeless from the deadly grip of Her stare. She let out a loud and petrifying shriek and more fell dead to the ground at Kali's feet. With wild cackling, She advanced on Her enemies. She reached out with her claw-like hands and shoveled some of the remaining demons into her gaping mouth.
The rest turned away in fear of this ferocious Devi. The skies were filled with the sound of Her shrieking laughter. But Kali didn't stop at that. She stretched out Her bright red tongue and swallowed all of the elephants and their riders as they tried to run. The horse drawn chariots disappeared with another mouthful into the abyss of Dark Goddess.
With his armies fully destroyed, again the great Devi faced off with Raktabija. Kali pierced the demon in the side and quickly caught the flowing blood with her tongue and drank it greedily. The life energy of Rakatibija flowed out with his dripping blood like wine from a bottle. This time he was not given the chance to raise more demons from his blood. He was helpless in the face of this terrifying hag. Kali lifted him high in the air so she could more easily drain the blood from his body. Finally, drunken with the blood of victory, Kali, threw away the demon-general's corpse. The world was saved. . . . .almost."
The Source
From: http://polymer.bu.edu/~scala/franci.html
(first section only)
The Feels
So a lot of my translation or feelings on this story come from a satsang or spiritual discussion had at the local temple to Kali I go to. The discussion spoke about the story of Kali and Raktabija in great detail. The translation I sourced the story from tells the story most like it was told in the discussion.
One thing mentioned in the story that I liked is how Kali carries a "skull topped staff". The Swami speaking in the satsang made the correlation between a skull topped staff and a spine and attached skull, which we all have, which I thought was really interesting. You could therefor see it as we all have the necessary weapon to fight off the demons ourselves. This is the aspect of the translations that I most related to, so that is the aspect I will focus on for the feels section.
Another thing that was mentioned was the likeness of the demons to thoughts that cloud ones true perceptions, basically getting in the way of enlightenment and/or spiritual growth. The demons, from how I understand them to be within the story, can represent each, extreme base thoughts and primal emotion and ego. There are time and places for them, like the realms the demons come from, or when you are in a situation where those emotions are needed, but when they are driving the whole bus and are not just a passenger, beware.
So, if you are looking at each demon in the story as an intrusive thought, then Raktabija would be the ultimate intrusive thought you cannot get out of your head, that goes cyclically from one thought to the next to the next. An example of this would be:
Thought 1: I need to go to the store
Thought 2: I hope I don't run into so and so
Thought 3: memories of so and so
Thought 4: thoughts on those memories
Thought 5: memories from those thoughts, etc etc etc
One thought begets the next, as one drop of blood beget the many demons.
One of the suggested ways to fight these thoughts off is through having your next thought fixed, like in a mantra. You repeat the same words or prewritten phrases, in which you know the next word and do not have to create it or think it up. Your thoughts can become still and you can vanquish the thoughts into stillness of mind. So to kill the demons is to quiet your own thoughts. No new thoughts will come and eventually the demons/thoughts stop multiplying.
I personally feel that I am filled with these intrusive and cyclical thoughts, that for me at times can be a hindrance in my life. I have various ways of dealing with it, among them reciting mantras.
I really like the idea of us all having the necessary weapons to fight the thought demons off and how that was shown through the skull topped staffs of spine and skull.