Hello everyone.
First of all I'm new to the forums so if I am posting in the wrong thread, please forgive me, I can obviously repost in the correct place as long as someone tells me which is the most appropriate.
I have frequented this website for about a year, year and a half but never felt necessary to make an account... until today.
I need help! I haven't found anything useful to help my situation so I am asking for help here directly.
Here's the situation: I frequently eat at the house of someone I recently found out might be harming or wishing me harm. The person thinks I'm trying or might try to harm their relationship and bond with the person I am dating.
I have in the past helped this person in achieving a goal for their own benefit, never else did I do anything or desire anything else but love and happiness for them, but they think I want the opposite.(It breaks my heart that I helped them when they needed it and now they're backstabbing me...)
I frequently eat at their house and I had already noticed I have health problems that never seem to get better since I first started eating there, and am afraid that even if these problems are unrelated, they might now start trying to "poison" me to get me and the person I'm with to stray apart.
This person sees me as a threat, which breaks my heart because I had a lot of love for them and never wanted any of this.
To make myself clear: I want advice on what I can do to protect myself from harm they might send my way, being it in food or spells they might get done against me. I do not wish them harm or want to do anything against them, I firmly believe that if I protect myself that the universe will give back any harm they send my way.
What advice can you guys give me?
Of course, I know the best would be to stop immediately eating anything they might tamper with but unfortunately it is sometimes innevitable, and if I refuse to eat, it will make the situation immensely worse. I do not want my partner to choose between that person and me, that is not an option. Neither will I give up on the person I love because of this.
I just want the person to understand I am not a threat and that I saw them as my own family and would never EVER harm their relationship with my partner.
Any advice is welcome. I have been doing magick for a couple of years, so I know I'm a newbie, but I do have an experienced mentor who is willing to help me if needed.
