You mention wanting to dis-attract people? But then say how you never seem to be able to have someone as a friend? If your trying to actually draw someone to you then you can perform a working to bring in new friends, obviously I believe that one should write their own spells because you'll be able to connect more with that intention then if you try to use a spell "right out of the box" with one you find online or in a published book. But for me one thing that may be hard is to put yourself into that mindset for casting such a spell. You can look into workings such as if you enjoy the MinorArcana Tarot you could write a spell using the energy, the symbolism of the card 7 of Cups since it's a card of choices, opportunities, and everything that comes with that. So, you could perform a spell using that card, write your intent into a spell and then say for a focusing tool stand in front of a doorway, then when you cast the spell walk through the doorway to symbolize "I''ve opened the door of opportunity to bring me friends who are interested in me , who will be close friends, who will be kind to me and take me seriously, or whatever it is that keeps you from getting that kind of organic development of friendship, that type of Love and companionship.
Or if you were more interested in Hoodoo you could invest in learning about Honey Jars to "Sweeten up" that aspect of your life because these types of workings can change how a person feels about a situation , or how a situation unfolds, or how a situation is, to make things better for yourself or for another. I'm not going to go into detail on how to do a Honey Jar working because that's kind of a tangent.
Or if you are interested in Deities, you could see if there's any particular God or Goddess you would want to work with, but if the word God or Goddess doesn't vibe with you just remember that these beings are a type of Spirit, and in my personal practice I've found that a God or Goddess is a face or part of the universe represented as a singular entity. Normally most people would go for Aphrodite because of her Love relation energies and how friendship falls into that category or "Archetype" , but your not like most people, you are you. So do what inspires you, what calls out to you. These are just a few examples based on what I understand you wrote. I also did a card reading for you with the question of "What is causing Telempath3's problems with friends:
You feel everything is a constant battle at the moment, that finding friends just isn't "meant for you" or "right for you" however, you need to remember that these actions, these pasts of yours are not defining you. Just as the chariot is not easy to move without the force to pull it, you must be the force for your own your chariot, your life, to be able to get better. You must learn to move forward or you will never move at all.
Card 2:What you want most right now
Wheel of Fortune(upright)
The Wheel suggests that you're looking for a turning point in your life and positive change, and if that's the case expect it now! Once again, to turn the great wheel you have to be strong, you have to move forward, if this is really what you want then be that. Be the strength that your trying to obtain be the person that you don't think you deserve. Do that andLife will go up a gear or two and events will accelerate you forward.
Card 3: Your fears
The Hermit
You are worried about being on your own and afraid of loneliness, You are afraid that the past will always be and you simply don't know what to do. Take the time to relax and think.
The Hermit signals a warning not to make hasty decisions, so try not to get too stressed, and if you have been unwell mentally this is a time for rest and recuperation.
Card 4: What is going for you
The Sun
The Sun is shining on you - it's your time for success, joy and happiness. You have the potential to change this situation. This card also shows me that this could be the time for you to find that friendship you long for but only if you are strong enough to make it happen, in your mind you know this but you doubt yourself.
Card 5: What is going against you
Strength
Your negativity and lack of self-control are your real enemies. You get too attached too quickly to others and when this happens you take things to personal, there seems to be some type fo disconnect between your feelings and your actions. Do you not tell people what you think because you think they won't understand and it will make you feel bad about these choices, these words? You must balance yourself or you will not be able to stand.
Card 6:The likely outcome
Judgement
A time for taking stock, an end to an era or phase of your life and brand new opportunities appearing but these victory is not effortless, you must work hard to obtain this likely outcome otherwise it will remain a "possibility"
If in person, use hotfoot powder. If in general, cast a spell to make yourself invisible. Not literally invisible, mind you, but to make yourself less noticeable in general. I'm sure there "is a spell" for it, but it's usually better to create your own. What works for me, may not work for you.
I thought you meant that you asked if there was such a spell because you wanted friends. I assumed you had a typo, and you may not even need magick for your situation though try researching wards, hot foot powder but if your new it could be very difficult for you since it requires a higher degree of knowledge of working with the energies of herbs. Or you could try just ignoring the people and avoid them.
