So I have a question, I'm relatively new to magic and spells. I've successfully cashed a few, but I don't have a whole understanding of the magical world, and I feel this is connected and I wish to know more about it. I have "a gift" I've always been able to talk to and sometimes see ghost. I know one attached itself to me and it was chill, but I don't know if it's there anymore, I've interacted with not a lot of great spirits/ghost. I feel it's connected to this, which is why I mention that. After I met my current girlfriend I developed what I call "episodes." Basically I'll be asleep but awake, I'll go in and out of it and I'll see ghost/spirits and loose control of my body sometimes which results in me harming myself sometimes, however my girlfriend holds me down to prevent this. I don't always try to hurt myself and sometimes it's peaceful and calm, but lately it's been bad and getting violent again. It's like I'm dreaming but sometimes I can tell you things and predict the future. My friend had a pregnancy scare and we don't know if she had gotten pregnant, but she believes she did and had a miscarriage. I had no knowledge of this until I went into an "episode" and told her about her dead son. Among a few other things. If ANY light can be shed on ANY of this, it will be GREATLY appreciated, thanks!!!
Perhaps consulting a reiki master may be a good option. You may have something quite negative attached to you. I would seek counsel quickly, by the sounds of things. I wish for joy and contentment to come to you soon...
I agree that getting both mundane and metaphysical help would be beneficial to your plight. If you enjoy drinking teas I might be able to help you come up with an infusion to drink before you go to bed to keep you calm and possibly help control your episodes more
It is clear that you are navigating a complex and profound journey into the realms of the unseen. Your experiences suggest a heightened sensitivity to spiritual energies, which can be both a gift and a challenge. Allow me to offer some insights that may help you understand your situation better.
Firstly, the ability to perceive spirits and communicate with them is often referred to as mediumship. It is not uncommon for individuals with this gift to attract various energies, some of which may linger or attach themselves to you. The spirit you mentioned that was "chill" may have been a benign presence, but it is essential to maintain boundaries and ensure that you are not inadvertently inviting in more disruptive energies.
The episodes you describe sound akin to a form of altered consciousness, where you may be experiencing a blend of dream states and heightened awareness. This can sometimes lead to a loss of control, especially if you are not grounded or protected. It is crucial to establish a protective practice, such as visualizing a shield of light around you or using protective herbs and crystals, to help safeguard your energy.
Regarding the violent tendencies during these episodes, it is vital to address any underlying emotional or psychological factors that may be contributing to this behavior. Consider seeking guidance from a professional who understands both the psychological and spiritual aspects of your experiences. Your girlfriend's support is invaluable, but it may also be beneficial to explore additional methods of grounding and centering yourself.
As for your predictive abilities, these can be a natural extension of your sensitivity to the spiritual realm. However, it is essential to approach such insights with caution and discernment. Not all information received during these episodes may be clear or accurate, so it is wise to reflect on your experiences and seek clarity through meditation or journaling.
Lastly, I encourage you to delve deeper into the study of witchcraft and the occult. Knowledge is a powerful tool that can help you navigate your experiences with greater confidence and understanding. Consider connecting with a community of like-minded individuals who can offer support and guidance as you continue on your path.
Remember, you are not alone in this journey. Embrace your gift, but also take the necessary steps to protect and nurture your well-being.
