Darkness

you do not realize what this thing has done to me in the past when it took over
that is why i fear it coming out

And you need to realize that it is your fear that allows it to take over and come out.

I am not by any means trying to make light of your situation but I have faced more than one demon and I do know that fear plays a big part as to who is in control.

I will help you if you like but not on the open forums as there are many here who read and may attempt without proper knowledge and for this I will not be responsible.

So if it is truly control of this that you seek then PM me. The choice now lies with you.

darkked, i am new-ish. i have no control over my powers so i cant really help u. but i just wanted 2 say this. First there is no courage w/o fear. ppl need fear. and 2nd everything happens 4 a reason so everything will turn out ok in the end. -Catty